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Dear person I hate,

DEAR PERSON I HATE,

I was eight years old when I began trying to cleanse myself of you. That makes decades now– yes, decades, each composed of countless attempts to purge my very DNA of your filth…rid my bloodstream of the corruption you so blatantly embody. 

Those attempts have been futile. I’m like you in ways I wouldn’t have predicted– not in even my most vile of nightmares. Apple doesn’t fall far, and all that…

If I could change anything, I’d make it so that you never shamed the planet with your existence. Then I wouldn’t have made it here either, which is probably also for the best. And mom…well, she’d be around. She wasn’t like us; the world needs more people like her. Not us. 

There are days when I still think you and I are divergent in nature. ‘Cause no matter what I do, it could never be as despicable as what you did. That’s what I tell myself. That I don’t have the potential to let it get that far, that I’d never hurt anyone intentionally. That I’d never kill in cold blood. 

It’s a lie. I know I could. And I will, if I ever see you again. 

YOUR UNSATISFACTORY SON.

  1. icanmaketoast-blog said: This gave me pain in my soul, ow. ;-;
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