i want to be gentle but im so full of anger
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traumasuggestion
[ bruce banner who wants so desperately to drink his tea and read about worldly events and scientific advancements in peace ][ bruce banner with his partial smiles and his mild gestures and his meek touches. ][ bruce banner who on a typical day is almost guaranteed to be the most quiet person in the room ][ middle school bruce banner who doodled in his notebooks because he finished his work with half of class time to spare ][ who offered to assist students who had bullied him just prior ][ not because he is kind or forgiving. ][ because despite his resentment-- and god does he harbor some resentment-- the work was the one thing he could do well. exceptionally. ][ what he was good for. what he's still good for. the one thing that helps instead of harms. creates instead of destroys. ][ reserved bruce banner who silently brews a mixture of anguish rage grief and self-loathing... ][ bruce banner who threatens and seethes ][ bruce banner who cringes at the notion of being called dangerous. not because it's irrational. because of how very rational it is indeed ][ bruce banner with his weary grins and his shy glances and his timid brushes of the hand. subtle longing for human contact. for kindness. ][ for gentleness. ][ but we all know monsters aren't capable of such a thing. are they? ][ ok but this is why i am not the biggest fan of norton's portrayal tbh. ][ he is extremely extraverted and loud and lacks a certain... gentleness in my opinion. ][ and why my bruce diverges from comic bruce in a lot of ways as well. ][ comic bruce is much closer to my bruce than norton's. my bruce and comic bruce share a sassiness. it's not that they are anti-social. ][ but it's less forthcoming. ][ i really really REALLY value what mark has brought to the table in terms of how gentle and observant and silently suffering bruce is ][ much like bill bixby... who is my other favorite interpretation and who we know mark took cues from. ][ i could go on forever. LMAO did you guys even think for one second you would get to have me back without hours of unneccessary meta ][ nope try again ]「 ❛ EXPOSED LIKE A NERVE ☢｜MUSINGS 」